I can do it ^^

Some people say that your attitude defines your destiny

While some argues that your genetic does
I do not know the truth
But I cannot deny that gene influences me a lot
I have binge disorder
My laziness is bottomless

But can I blame on my gene that I am fat?
Can I blame on my gene that I am trashy?
I guess I cant

Being human itself is contradict, difficult and complex enough
May be all I can do is being a little bit more simple
Everyday be it good or bad, be it successful or fail
I keep on telling myself
Nothing is impossible until you give up
I can do it! I can do it! I can do it!

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Avoid Internet Addiction

I have an issue here

I have become an addict… internet addict
I don’t know since when, I started to lose my life

I woke up searching my smartphone - sliding, browsing from few minutes to few hours before I officially get off from my bed
After bathing, first thing I do when I get into the room is not putting my clothes on but sliding my smartphone again
Wherever I go, Whatever I do, I am facing my phone

I don’t understand, sometime I look at the same thing over and over again
And the worst thing is the time before sleep, I play with my phone every night, ups to few hours until my eyes couldn't hold it anymore

I don’t think this is normal
I don’t think this is good
I don’t think this is healthy

I waste so much time on my gadgets
To the extent I cannot count it anymore
My life is in the mess
My room is in the mess
My workloads are stacking up
I feel tired and exhausted without having single job done
I feel extremely guilty and useless but can’t help

If anyone is in the same boat as me
I think is time for us to change

I look out for steps to avoid internet addiction
I don’t know if these work,
To me, it is up to u, how much u actually want it to be done
If it’s not consider an issue to u, all these are basically bullshits

Steps to help internet addiction

1)Admit that you are an Internet addict

The theory is the same as relationship, if u want to get over something, the first thing you have to bear in mind is to realise the truth that is “it is over”. This is simple and it sound so much like a bullshit but seriously, many people didn’t realise the difference and importance of getting know something and truly understand something.

2)Desire to change
Agree that your addiction has become an issue and you are desire to change.

3)Stop swinging. Be certain with what you want. Have an ambition in mind that I can do it!!!

4)Study
If you are a student like me, then do your assignment and study. Keep yourself away from all the gadgets. If you need assist from your gadgets and internet, look up at ONLY related topic u want. Do not let yourself browsing some irrelevant pages especially the addictive ones. For information, always copy all the text and save it in a file and the best print it out. This will stop you from using the internet so often. It also prevents you from drifting to another page

5)Get a hobby that doesn’t involve the internet and gadgets

I know this is tough but try to recall how u live your life before the existence of internet. There is a lot more than internet. Outdoor games that make you feel alive. Beautiful beaches and nature that grab your heart.

6)Make a list of advantages if you use the internet correctly and less.

7)Regulate your sleeping pattern. 

Switch your light off!! And put all your gadgets away. First day is tough. Second day is torturing. Third day is the worst. But slowly, it becomes a habit. Don’t be someone who mess up your sleeping pattern and lose your sleep while on the internet.

8)Plan for your schedule
Set timer when you are using internet.
Remember to take time for your routine (eat, sleep, go to the bathroom and so on)
Honestly, life should not be scheduled and planned, you don’t have to follow exactly, it is just a reminder to yourself. What do you want to do today and what do you want to avoid today. You know it the best what do you want!!

9)Try using the computer at library. You wont be tempted to look at certain website.

10)Try to stay off websites that are addictive

If you find that you have problems getting off of these sites, avoid them.

Life is short

If you think that it is worthy to spend your majority time on internet, and that is your decision, then go ahead
But if you think that it is not, let work it out.


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skateboard

Is time to learn smtg new~~

Monthly recommendation to BonJour at Intermark

It is SUNDAY ~~~ <3<3.
U guys must be thinking where to eat and where to chill on the day before work.
So my monthly recommendation will be BON JOUR at INTERMARK.
When we heard of “BON JOUR”, we naturally think of bakery but in fact “BON JOUR” at Intermark serves fantastic foods.

My eldest sis suggested to dine at BON JOUR after she tried it once with her colleagues.
Before I viewed the menu, I can expect that the price will be like at least 30-60 for the main course.
But surprisingly it is not!!! The price is like 10++ to 20++.
So is much more affordable for me and you who love to chill at nice place but refuse to pay for high price, GOSH ^^I went there with my family so we ordered quite a lot
R u guys ready for the foods???

Quintuple of Mushrooms 15
 If you love salad and mushrooms, this is a must order dish. 

  

Cheesy Smoked Sausage 23

Because sausage and cheese are not my cup of tea, so it is so so to me.

In fact, I enjoyed the side dish more because its potato smash is like soooo annddd sooo yummy~~

Olio Prawn 22
This is one of the best spaghetti ~~~ OH GOSH, i am hungry now~~ 

Crab & Edamame 24
This is also nice but I prefer the previous one ^^

Normal french fries, nice but not the best because i usually go for the crunchy one~~

Oriental 25

Bonjour Burger 23
I personally think that this is just ok. I always feel that Ramli burger is the best. So my view may not be accurate here.

Bouillabaisse 15
Serve it while it's still hot~~

Passionfruit Mojito 9
A very special drink, can try but if u dislike carbonated or sparkling drinks, then is better to go for others

Lemongrass Mojito 9
The smell is sooooo nice~~~ and the same, a very special drink but not for those who dislike carbonated and sparkling drinks.

Earl Grey Tea 7
The smell is so nice, it serves together with lemon.

Choc cheese cake I guess because this is FOC!!!
Their services are good and they gave us two slices of cakes for free
As i mentioned just now, i dislike cheese cake so .. i dunno but my sis and her husband and bf said that this is very nice

Bickford's Lemon Lime 11
THis is my drink but I basically regret to order it.. LOL

Tats all for today^^
Hope u guys enjoy
See u all in my next blog

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Having good friends is really important to your happiness.

Having good friends is really important to your happiness.

There was time where I longed after friends who were not taking me seriously
I loved hanging around with them .. I naively took them as my close friends..
whatever I wanted to do, wherever I wanted to go, I would definitely ask them along
but then I realized they didn’t took me the same

The kiddy me tried not to mind
The thick face me refused to let go and continued to stick around
Thinking that they might feel the same one day
As expected, it didn’t turn out the way I thought
I didnt feel good at all. OF CZ!! who is going to feel good being neglected especially by someone you care
OH gosh!! soooo drama

I am really ashamed of myself
Thank god that I changed

Bcz.. as I grow up, I realised how drama and kiddy am I
They are obviously NOT WRONG
They are good people
They didn’t betray me
They didn’t harm me intentionally
They simply didn’t feel the way I felt

Perhaps I was really annoying being an over affection friend.
Perhaps they were the one who actually couldn’t take it anymore.
perhaps I did the same toward the others as well
and the worst is I might not realise it because I don’t care!! *laugh out loud*

As human, we use to think stuffs from our points, making ourselves the victims and the right one, but all these don’t change the fact.
Instead, I should stand up high, be strong to admit my mistakes and be good

I understand truly that be it couple or friends
It has to be mutual, else it makes no sense
Ya, is true that good friends bring happiness
but that good friend has to be the right ppl
Continue to linger on something or someone that not belongs to u bring nothing but harm to yourself

Thank god that I changed
I appreciate every friend
But I focus more on friends who can connect with me
I feel happier and no more drama~~


Still there is no happy ever after in real life
there is  time that you have to say goodbye to friends who used to be so close and so match with u
You just have to accept the fact that people come in and out from your life
Appreciate them, wish them all the best  and treasure the sweet memories we had are the only things I can do

Happy Friday ^^

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Throwback~Christmas Celebration at Grand Lexis

I cant get over even it has been 4 days

I mean fast and furious 7 T.T
Get very emotional since that..

I guess I have to shift my mood abit
So I decided to blog about Christmas Celebration at Grand Lexis, Port Dickson

My dear managed to get a room at discount
And she invited all of us for his brother's birthday as well as pre-Christmas celebration
Of courze~~~ we were so excited because we love party ha3

Imagine, we have private pool inside the room
We can chill besides the pool, drink drank drunk
and then Jump inside the pool to get sober
and enjoy the hot and spicy steamboat while we are soaking wet

Went out for beach walk when it was turning dark

I was kind of regret that we reached there late
Else we would have time for archery, volleyball, and also cycling

Yet we still enjoy with our crazy games at night
u cannot imagine how alcoholic we are that each of us brought our own beers and liquors

How can we let go the birthday boy~~
ha3

Check out how drunk he is.. LOL

And we never forget to drop by Seremban for the famous siew pao and egg tart

Everyone loves to travel
but wat make it perfect is the right gang that going with u
they turn a dull place into a happening one
and ya, bros bros sekalian, I cant wait for our Boracay trip.

study hard, play hard

I was once in Kl for 6-7 months, for my internship and first job at Public Bank.
I wasn’t happy that time, I hate Kl life so much.
I didn’t have friends here
I didn’t like my job
places I wanted to go became inaccessible
things I wanted to do became unattainable

Since that, I categorised myself as village girl, I tried to stay at small town which I enjoy more
As time goes by, I decided to get out from my comfort zone and back to KL for my studies
Deep inside, I was quite afraid the fact that I am back to KL

But….. Surprisingly, I enjoy my life here this round, though it took me some time to adapt

Not because Kl is different, is me who is different now

Environment is undeniable important, but .. Attitude, is equally powerful
I don’t hesitate in learning and trying new things
Fright that stopped me from learning is still here
But I don’t surrender like how I did anymore

I study and mingle with my course mates during class
going out for run~~

hanging-out with my family and friends
 “study hard, play hard” is my life now

Whatever happened, good or bad, there must be a reason..
I don’t request for a roller-coaster way of life,
But a monotone lifestyle isn’t my cup of tea as well
Normal ups and downs are just nice ^^

For you who are reading my blog now,
if you are in the unfavorable stage currently,
I hope the best for u
It will be ok, very soon~~~
you got my blessings~~ and remember!! don’t stop fighting ^^

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