Midnight thought in New Year

Time flies~~~ without noticing, a year passed
I would not say I want a new leaf of life as 2014 was basically one of the best
Still I long for improvement, I guess "demand but not greed" is good. Isn't it?

I learned to be a happier person last year
learned to let go

learned to focus on good things

learned to overlook the bad ones

I did it quite well in this aspect
but to be honest, smtm u just have to wake up and realize you are living in a world that you gotta get your ass off the comfort zone.

Doing things you have to do instead of things you want to do
even for thing you wan to do, you gotta do it..

Ntg change until u make a move, Put you thought into action
probably the simplest theory and saying everyone knows but who of us are really practicing??
At least I am the first one who understand but not able to do it.., laziness wins all the time.. lol

So~~ stop procrastinate, and start doing will be my aim this year

However, I still focus on happiness because..
I wan to live a life, not a slave of life
I know ntg is perfect, give and take and shits in real-life make us helpless all the time..
but i still remind myself everyday that i wan a life.. perhaps not completely but at least close to the ones i want

So in this new year, I hope I can move on.
Not only focus on happiness but also improvement in life
I quit my comfy job as a tutor at Utar, moved to my most hated city, KL and registered a Master program, officially start on 12 January, and work as a part-timer currently
Keep on moving everyday~~~

N oh ya,
I bought myself a new laptop because d old one officially dies

I was very happy at the beginning because I bought it with my hard-earned money
Okay~~okay~~
I know it's nothing to be proud to buy thing on my own as an adult
But come on~~ back to 5 years ago I was still a kid, hahaha, a helpless student maybe, so lappie and hp were all sponsored by my parent.
This makes it my first time buying smtg pricey..
Tats y, I secretly felt a sense of satisfaction

BUT now, I am quite frustrated because it doesn't up to my standard... arrrrRRR...
Expectation vs Reality is pain in the ass!!!!!
blame myself for not doing enough of research..
keyboard is odd, so hard to type~~
Tetris lag like nobody business T.T
hopefully i will get use with it soon since lappie will be my all-time companion

This also explains why I never blog for so long, previous laptop is dead, and now new laptop is odd..
enough of nagging~~ hohoho

Goodnight
*(^(00)^)*